Vampire's Feelings

most feelings day for me...

2010-10-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

its 3 days to the 1month anniversary of me and katrina...dunno what to buy for her...

yesterday, facebook account got hacked...planning to recreate a new account soon...
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SORRY bout the above random stuffs...quarreling with mom....anger...

as i was saying, today i went out with a ITE friend of mine...called clement, just like me, he's always being left out of the group, he made me laugh with some Sin-glish jokes...damn fucking funny....ROFLOL

2 days to exam...didn't bother to revise yet, might start revising tomorrow...k thats bout it bye, toodles....

Epic Moment of the year

2010-09-04T16:58:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, the school just celebrated teachers' day, damn sianz the performance, cuz i watched around2-3 times the rehearsal...so not surprising to me...but that's not the point of this post...
after the teachers' day celebration which ended around 11am, i went to Lot 1 to have lunch with TianYou, JiaYi, Ryu, YuJie, Ernest and AngShen at PizzaHut...we all went there thinking that we would have enough money for the meal, after having the meal, the bills came, then among the 7 of us, 3 of us weren't able to pay for the meal, so we start going crazy and started borrowing money from the other 4 who have cash to spare to lend...or else we would have to wash the dishes for them...haha, most epic moment of my year...
then after lunch, we went to watch the movie "Grown Ups", although its graded PG, we all think it should be NC16, cuz there's a couple of scene of breast feeding...overall the movie is still very funny..

btw, 14days to my B'day!! woohoo...though nothing nice bout it, im just gonna be 1 year closer to my death...

Woohoo...holidays again

2010-09-02T19:40:00.001+08:00

Finally 3 days to September Autumm Holidays, damn sianz..still got about 5 holiday HWs to do...
Tomorrow celebrating Teachers' day and Aces(dunno the actual spelling) Day...
Seriously nothing to post sia XD
And finally i can start countdown to my b'day, 16more days to go!! Then i'll be officially 1year closer to my death >.< haha..

Today its my turn to bring my class hamster home throughout the Sep holiday, i'll be the care taker... currently the hamster is running on the running wheel like crazy...soo cute!!

that's bout it, toodless!! XD

lng time no post..most epic day of the week...

2010-08-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

PaiSeh ppl, didn't post for soo long...
Nothing intresting happened....
Hmmm... lets see, intresting stuffs happened this week...
Yesterday, the olypic flame relay ran by the school... nothing spectacular, rather lame...its just a freaking lame silver + purple torch with the olympic flame on it... XD
then, today, finally got my NPCC uniform... and also had my first NPCC badge test...the camp craft badge... i got full marks!!
Then, the most epic thing that happen this morning on the way to school...i walked by my neighbourhood car parking lot...guess what i found, a lorry / van number plate...its GY3502R, i took it to school, damn epic, everyone in class 1e1-1e4 and some of my cca seniors saw it, they were like WTF!! first question that came to their mind was, where i found it...haha...thats it i think...BB...i'll try to post stuffs more often...

Wow...today left school at....

2010-07-28T20:55:00.001+08:00

Crap...today left school at 7pm sia... after NPCC service day, when back to school, it was bout 5.15pm by the time when got back to school...then walked past the school basketball court, quite a lot ppl playing basketball, then Mr. Sashi challenged them to a match, in Mr Sashi's team, they are all teachers....teacher vs sec 1 students doesn't seem to be fair, they played 4 11-point matches...
Results :
1st matches > Teachers 11 - Students 5
2nd matches > Teachers 11 - Students 4
3rd matches> Teachers 11 - Students 9
4th matches > Teachers 11 - Students 9

OMG the last 2 matches was soo close, damn bloody close!!
although im not playing, its also quite tiring being the refree...haha

Another thing, today my pants got pulled down by weifen, of cos with the help with some ppl - clarence, marcus, maximillian, etc cant ; rmb who are the rest... reason for weifen to release soo much anger on me was becuz, yesterday i tricked her to fall out during her cca...haha, damn epic...\

speaking of epic, another damn epic thing happen today during chinese lesson today... huiyang was quarreling with clarence and angshen, then at that momment the rest of the class were busy talking bout other stuffs, then suddenly the whole class when to complete silence for no reason, at this exact momment, huiyang said "FUCK OFF" in his normal speaking volume, but the class was soo quiet that it became very clear and the chinese teacher heard it, luckily chinese teacher very kind, let him off.. DAMN EPIC, SHIOK

thats bout it, see ya ppl, goodnites

Left school damn late today

2010-07-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

Omg!! Can't believe it, today i left school at 6.55pm!!! its the latest time that i've left school ever...
that is excluding camps.... -.-""
Damn sianz these days, so crap boring sia...nothing to do....but for some reasons my back aches when i reach home even if i was literally slacking in class for the whole day...
hmmm...tomorrow got cca, more sian liao...push-ups do like siao.....

Poor Satan

2010-07-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

A quotation that i pity the Great Satan...

"Most People look down on or things that satan shouldn't exist, but people never asked Satan the reason of things he did or why he exist in this world" - Myself

So, next time, when you wanna blame or hate Satan, think of this quotation by me before even doing it...

May God Bless And May Satan Curse To Maintain The Balance Between The UnderWorld, Earth And Heaven.

LIES

2010-07-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hate Tuesdays from today onwards!!!
Hates it whenever i see her smile, during lower sec assembly on every tuesday, not that i hate her...just that everytime see her smile, my mood for the rest of the day would become suckish...nvm, arrgggghhh, very hard explain lar....
starting to feel that everything in my life is just a LIE! SUX!!

WooHoo!!

2010-07-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

Today the sec 1 enrichment finally started, i got into "Creative Movement & Hip Hop"...
Most of us thought its gonna be damn boring, but it turns out quite fun, at least better than the guitar enrichment...
We learnt some steps for the song "OMG by Usher", among all the guys in the enrichment, Elvin is the best dancer!!!...The girls i not sure, didn't look at them do...Hahaha...
Then, during the last 10-15mins of the enrichment, we learnt "The Wave" in the more complicated way and also "HeartBeat"...
Overall, its fun and tiring...pls dont think sick...hahaha..

Btw, my blog is gonna go into a "LOCKDOWN" mode for bout 2-3weeks, which means i would not be posting for the next 2-3weeks...sorry for those that come to my blog rather often...

Haircut

2010-07-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

Crap, just got a haircut today, my hair now looks as if i just got released from the prison for a few weeks...
my hair is damn fucking short, and it sux, just wish no one laughs at my hair....
that's bout it nothing to post... Happy Youth Day to all teenagers out there!!!!

start of semester 2

2010-06-28T17:45:00.001+08:00

finally today is the start of semester 2!!!
quite a 2 new teacher for my class, new science teacher, new english teacher.
and 2 new subjects, geography replacing history and home-econs replacing D&T, sianz..
I must damn fcking work harder for semester 2 liao, semester 1, i nearly failed all subjuect, can let it happen again...hate it!!! crap!!
but i now still in holiday mood, hmmm, holidays the enitre holiday, i spam playing maple...but still fraking noob... Evan lvl 43, Aran lvl 35....crap bullshit...
and 1 more thing, today had height and weight measurements during PE lesson, good news is that i grew 3cm, so current height is 174cm!!!, bad news is i gained 3kg!!! WTF? i seriously need to do more work out
that's it i guess, toodles ^^

BORED

2010-06-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

Sianzz...nothing to post for the entire week, cuz nothing much happened...
Only went to the movies with some primary school frenz on wednesday. They were Hanwei(BFF), Kenneth.L, Shoshanna, Y.Shihui(Bitch)... We watched Karate Kid, its kinda late to watch it cuz realesed for quite awhile liao...
SOO DAMN FREAKING BORED, can someone pls chat with me in MSN???!!!
This coming Wednesday or Thursday might be training Hanwei for his NAPFA... we may be running from CCK park to Guilin Park via the park connector then run back to CCK park again... which is about 3-5km if i'm not wrong...
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2010-06-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

Sorry ppl, for not posting anything again for the past 3-4days...
Cause went for camp from 3rd-4th June...On Saturday & Sunday not at home too, yesterday too tired to post + playing maple again...LOL...so, today MIGHT be a rather long post....MUAHAHAHA...ROFLOL

Hmm, let me think, the camp...well, the most fun thing during the camp would be the night walk and the wet activity game called "Protect the Dry King"...rather lame name though...
The night walk nothing much that scared me to death, basically, the seniors and adult leaders, walked around the school and plan the road for us...well, the sec 1s get the priority to walk in pair, while the sec 2s have to walk solo...my partner is Hady, the assistant-timer for the squad...as we volunteer to be second to go, there's this part when we walked across the corridor of the home-econs room, as we walked pass, i heard the sound of someone on the stove in the room, that literally the only thing that freaked me out...lol...
Well then the next day, there's not much to do, everyone just slacked around, played basketball, captain's ball, etc...Then at around 11.30 (can't really rmb the time), its time to play "Protect the Dry King"...it only lasted like 5-10mins, after that, when we ran out of water bombs, the seniors asked everyone to fall-in... then, the seniors filled up some empty pail and pour over all of us, at the same time, Isaac sir, he filled up a A4 size plastic bag with water and he actually wanted to throw at a rather short sec 2, standing 2 rows in front of me, but accidentally threw it on me, so i became the wetest person in the entire NPCC camp...WooHoo...ROFLMAO...

Lets talk bout today, well we had the Traffic Safety activity thingy at east coast park, but its raining, so all the games are being cancelled...SUX...so, everyone had only breaks, lecture and the NPCC promotion test..its damn FUCKING easy...well after all this, while we are waiting for the bus to pick us up, we found 2 mango trees, so, some of us used mangoes on the ground to try to hit some mangoes down from the tree to bring home, although its not ripe...haha, well SBK manage to bring one home, the others i not sure..

Well, thats it for today...btw, this week is the week of the WORLD CUP!!!! I'm supporting England, cuz there seems to be alot of ppl supporting England...lol, so rmb to tune in to watch the world cup, this fiday would be South Africa vs. Mexico....byebye XD

Oopps

2010-06-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry ppl, didn't post for the past few day, cuz busy playin maple again these days, the new job EVAN is damn freakin nice and easy to train....
Anyways, so i also won't be posting anything tomorrow, cuz going for NPCC camp...finally another camp after the P5 camp.... Then, next week, 8 june, need go back school for dunno wad NPCC event, and after the event, whoever attended it, would be promoted from Private to Lance Coporal, i think, not really sure...
Anyways, i gtg...Bye

5 things that i believe in

2010-05-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

5 Things That I Believe in and would not give up on, and its weakness...

My believe in Hope, destroyed by Pessimistism...
My Love, burned by Lies...
My Trust to others, executed by Betrayal...
My Miracles created, smashed by Loneliness...
My Patience to everything happening around my, shattered my Rage and Anger...

Believes and Would not give up on Hope, Love, Trust, Miracles & Patience
Weak towards : Pessimistism, Lies, Betrayal, Loneliness, Rage & Anger

Sorry..

2010-05-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Sorry ppl, i'm kinda "busy" for the past few days on a game that its rated the most suckish game in Singapore, so i'm not gonna say wad game is it... So, sorry...

Anyways today, its like the craziest thing i've seen in my life!!!...
Basically, today, Rhausyan, Jiayi, J.Ryu, Vincent, Jityong and me stayed back and experience the longest chinese chess game all 6 of us have ever evxperience.. Actually, the game was started by Jiayi and Vincent competing each other, then slowly 1 by 1, each of crowded around them and start giving comment on how each of them should move the chess pieces... after bout 20-30mins, Vincent gave some stupid excuse and left the game, so he became the "audience"... So, Rhauyan, J.Ryu and me took over of Vincent and played against Jityong and Jiayi... The chess is nearly a draw, it just take one of us to take the wrong move and the other would win... we all cracked our brains to thing of how to trick our own opponent... then after a long unknown period of time, the game finally ended... That's when we realised the entire chess game lasted for apporx. 1HOUR 6MINUTES !!!!

We all were like "OMG, finally the game ended" and everyone start laughing and relax from the intense "battle" of chess... HAHAHA...ROFLMAO

*Sigh* well, that's bout it... so many things happened and i've fall into emo-ness again, after a week of hyper last week... To everyone in 1E1'10, i may look like i'm hyper in school, but i'm not... i'm hiding my feelings from the outside world, and pls try not to irritate and aggitate me with stupid things...

A love chain mail...lol

2010-05-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

Well, i received a love chain mail recently... and i knda agree with it, haha
It goes like this

The Lovers of the Heart

In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote

to whom we please but one kiss.

Article 1:

Statement of Love:

The Kiss

1.Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4.Kiss on the lips
I love you

5.Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6.Kiss anywhere else
Lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes
Kiss me

8.Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

Article 2:

The Three Steps

1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3.Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to
stare.

Article 3:

The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

* Remember *

A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue..
So open up your mouth
close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12.. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you....
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you.

When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

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Random stuff anyways haha...lol

Hopeless...

2010-04-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today, if it wasn't for Jonathan Ryu, i wouldn't have realised how boring is my life, there never seems to be any great incidents happening in my life, there are no miracles happening in my life... so boring...
Speaking of miracles, Mr Deep told me a rather inspirational statement :
If you want a miracle to happen in your life, you have to be the miracle.
Well, it basically means, if you want a miracles to happen in your own life, you have to create that miracles... That's also the reason why Mr Deep wants me to be one of the organisers for the class outing... Well, i don't think my miracle is gonna happen, since the other organisers and assistant organisers can do a better job than me, so, i may inform Mr Deep that im not gonna be the organiser for the class outing anymore.

Btw, ppl i'm not gonna be in my utmost hyperness... my locked heart now falling in to the darkess part in hell.

Suck-ish day...

2010-04-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, let me think, what happened today...

Well, today its Frieda's b'day, entire class sung b'day song for her...
During science lesson, Mr Shar.(Science teacher) took the class to the com lab, but just to enjoy the air-con during lesson. , and no one are supposed to on the com... Then bout at the last 40mins of the lesson, Marcus suddenly scolded "bahbi" (pig in malay), then mr shar ask him to get out of the com lab and he have to write 300 times the statement ; I will not use vulgar language in class in the future. ( Something like that ). Then, bout 3mins later, mr shar saw me using the com, so he got damn angry and demanded everyone to go back to class... Everyone starts to blame me, especially randy, shouted the loudest with his freaking finger pointing at me... so, im planning to apologise to the class tomorrow in class. Then after class ended, i stayed back for awhile, I borrowed Aman's phone while Aman borrowed my phone to use. Then, suddenly Mr Hoon walked past the class, i quickly hide her phone, but Aman didn't realised Mr Hoon is already at the class corridor. At that moment, my leg was also on the table... So, it made things worse, Mr Hoon gave me a warning and took my phone and gave it to Mr Deep, my form teacher, and wanted me to get it back from Mr Deep... i went to look for mr deep, he gave me a warning too, but luckily give back my phone... Phew... So damn lucky sia...Hahahaha

That bout it, byebye and all the best to everyone who are taking mid-year exams... XD

changed

2010-04-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

Annoucement :

From tonight onwards, i shall forget bout all the sad things and clear my violence and hatred,
and stay happy and chill, basically the way i behave in primary school except more mature...
So, if next time if i'm emo, pls ppl hit me hard but not the face pls...
Thank You...Staying happy as much as possible

the question u ask

2010-04-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

Tonight, you asked me if i'm still liking you...
I told you that i'm not in the mood to talk bout romance cos my life is too miserable and meaningless,
Its only partial of my answer,
the answer is not only wad i've said above...
The other part of the answer :
I still like you.... but i dont deserve to... im a failure in everything and anything... there are ppl in school that can easily replaced me from this world, i shouldn't even exist on this planet neither should i even come to this world...sorry...

Sorry...

2010-04-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

Why can't i just find a person that doesn't have any blood relation with me and cares for me whenever i'm sad, why?
Life is getting seriously meaningless for me, life sux as time pass by..
I'm a FAILURE!!
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I'm a LONER
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I'm a PATHETIC-FOOL
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Btw, pls tagg my cbox if u care for me

A day that im not emo!!!

2010-04-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

Wow incredible... today, im totally not EMO for the any period of time of today!!! MUAHAHAHA!!
But, not emo doesn't mean not lonely, my heart is still locked in lonliness...
Nearly nobody in my class seems to care for me...
Still feel being left out from everyone... NVM, im already kinda got used to that...

Thats it for today, TaDah, byebye :)

2010-04-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

A cute anime of me :

Design my true, great, caring friend : FangTing

...

2010-04-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

The day i lost everthing,
is the day i realised everything,
is the day i start to lock myself away from this world,
is the day my heart was burnt, shattered, destroyed, fallen apart...
The day is Today.

2010-04-10T16:56:00.001+08:00

After much consideration, i've decided not to do any "updates" to my blog...

Life

2010-04-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

Cycle of Life :

Love leads to Jealousy,

Jealousy leads to Hatred,

Hatred leads to Anger,

Anger leads to Rage,

Rage leads to War,

War leads to Death

Death leads to The End,

The End leads to New Beginning,

New Beginning leads to Life,

Life leads to Peace,

and Peace leads to Love....

The Cycle continues....

Largest update

2010-04-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo guys!!!
Just wanna make a annoucement to u ppl today,
Basically, I'm gonna have my largest "update" on my blog on this coming Saturday, 10th April 2010...
There's quite a number of changes that is going to be done...

1) MAYBE, i'm gonna change my blog's URL,
2) Gonna get myself a new blogskin,
3) chill out...

Kinda lame, random, what-so-ever... just annoucing for fun..

Start of drama enrichment, today...

2010-04-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!
Had drama enrichment today, got a eurasian intrutor, miss rebekah...
Had quite a lot of fun during the enrichment, especially when Vincent is in my class with me... cos he's like soo DRAMA!!!... Hahahaa..
After the enrichment, went to WeiLoong's hse to play his Xbox 360 for 1 hr...before going home...so boring..
Before i end this post, i wanted to share with everyone something that i thought of... :
"LOVE and TRUST is what makes mankind bond strongly together; but at the same time, its what makes mankind soo easily to be hurt by others..."

ByeBye :)

BORED

2010-04-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....
Sorry for not posting anything for the past few days... Cos i seriously dunno what to post ... heheh..

From the web, i found the sign of Satan :

"Age Of Satans"

Muhahahahaha!!!!

Just a random thing again, seriously bored.... waiting for something to happen....something extraordinary, a gift from Satans and Gods. JK

...

2010-03-31T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...
Hmmm, lets talk bout yesterday first,
basically yestarday is like one of the most honourable day for NPCC which all NPCC cadets would have to go through it annually...
By now you ppl should be able to guess what event is it, if not, it's the NPCC "step down" parade,
which is when all the Sec 4/5 seniors of NPCC will "retire" and hand over their work to the Sec 3s...
On the same day, my Sec 1 squad's sergeants, there are 3 of them and they all got promoted to Staff Sergeants!!! WOOHOO!!!
From what i've heard, in order to become a Staff Sergeant, there are 3 requirements, which are :
1) Able to memorise 90-95% of all the commands for drills,
2) Able to memorise and recite the entire NPCC pledge,
3) Able to memorise and recite the longest command os all commands, which is basically for the squad to fall-in in a better and more orderly manner...
That bout it for yesterday...

Well for today, not much happened...
Marcus did not come for school as he got a high fever, poor guy...
There's my form-teacher, Mr Surodeep's lesson today...
We did not talked much bout the lesson as most of the time the IT reps. were dealling with the crappy projector, then suddenly Mr Surodeep said that Renrong say he is scary...
But i said to Mr Surodeep that he is scary in a funny way... ...ROFLMAO, Hahahas...
Then, Mr Surodeep started to choose designs for my class' T-shirt; in the end, 3 designs were choosen, and they were designed by Ernest (choosen for the back of the T-shirt), Aman (choosen to improve the class crest), and myself (choosen for the main design of the class crest)...
As Mr Surodeep were choosing the designs, he suddenly talked bout Gods, Satans and Humans,
what he said was :
Gods is pure good, Satan is pure evil and Human is both evil and good; So, in some way, humans are greater than Gods and Satan as humans were able to adapt both evill and good... Muhahaha!!!
Btw, im not religionist....

That's bout it, shall sign off here...
ByeByes ;-)

Bored!!!

2010-03-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

Still doing my weekend homework, there only one, its higher chinese homework, 3 chapters in the workbook....
Feeling soo bored!!...
No one sms-ing or chatting MSN with me.... Sadded...
Starting to think my mom is getting more and more irritating and unreasonable... and more naggy,
she's having her afternoon nap now, looking like a oversized gorilla, HAHAHAs...
I'm soo bad.

Anyways, had tuition today, not really today but every Saturday,
its seems like the only place that i don't feel left out is during tuition and in NPCC...or hanging out with primary school friends...
Although my primary school friends is rather irritating and childish SOME times, i still feel "in the gang" when i'm with them... compared to secondary school friends. Maybe becos i still don't understand my secondary school friends very well yet, neither do they know me very well....

BTW, ppl today again is the international "Earth Hour" starts at 8.30pm and it will end 1 hour later, so rmb to switch off your lights, computer, TV, etc.

Well, good luck to myself in the rest of my secondary school life,
I shall end here....
ByeBye.. XD

Feeling lonely...

2010-03-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

Starting to hate this world !!!.....
There's nearly like nothing fun or nice happening after the march holidays,
the march is like a curse to make my life miserable starting from term 2,
First, broke up friendship with Sihui, but luckily saved it...
Second, broke up friendship with Renrong, most likely to be permanant...
Third, Huiyang is also starting to hate me, maybe becos of Renrong, since Huiyang is so-called the younger brother of Renrong...
Fourth, being left out by Randy and Mark, everytime when going out to lunch with them and Sihui...
Fifth, still can't find a friend in secondary that i can trust 99.9%...

Really missed my primary school friends...and teachers...

Sentence of the day :
" The day when you finally found a friend that can understand you a 100%, its the day when you'll truly not feel lonely and die with no regret "

Sad, emo and lonely

2010-03-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

Feeling sad, and lonely today...
Dunno why, but just feeling this way....
Went to lunch with Mark, J.Ryu, Randy, Jinyang, Hasfi adn Sihui today,
we went to Lot 1, Long John Silver to have lunch,
when we reach there, i started feeling emo and lonely again,
Felt lonely cos sort of being left out by my friends again,
feeling emo cos i felt lonely... ...
One reason i was being left out is b'cos im a person that cannot be trusted... x(

Btw ppl, i know my voice very loud, that's cos i 'trained' my loud voice to talk back to my mom when i get a scolding from her.. i know i very un-respectful... wadever...

Till now the only person that became my true friend is Hanwei, cos we understand each other very well, both of us are very similar in someways, so those who wants to become my true friend, best of luck to you...

That bout it for today, so byebye... : )

Random stuffs

2010-03-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl!!!
Today, well i have nothing to post so i gonna just post some random stuffs....

I've been thinking how many shortforms are there, that are commonly used in online games...
So, here are some of the shortforms that i know...

1. LOL ~ Laugh Out Loud
2. WTH ~ What The Hell
3. WTF ~ What The F**k
4. OMG ~ Oh My God
5. OMFG ~ Oh My F**king God
6. LMAO ~ Laugh My Ass Off
7. ROFL ~ Rolling On Floor Laughing

I know the above things are very very random, sorry ppl, cos i really dunno wat to post.....
That's about it ppl... BYE BYE :)

Annocement fastforward

2010-03-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today i gonna just annouce the annoucement,
the annoucement is, from today onwards i shall quit MapleStory forever and start playing a new game i found today called - ALLODS
I said i gonna hurt someone feelings becos, its gonna hurt a best friend of mine, Hanwei, his feelings...
Cos i'm like the only one that can play maple him him often and has more knowledge of maple than him...

While now i gonna introduce the game ALLODS to you ppl!!!!....
Its kinda like the game, "World of Warcraft", its 3D, and u can set it as " 1st person " or " 3rd person " player...
The URL for the gamesite is :
http://allods.gpotato.com/

For more information, just go to the official gamesite...

Long time...

2010-03-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!!!!!!
Yo ppl, long time no 'see',
srry ppl... busy these days so didin't post anything on the blog,
Well basically, nothing much happened,
stayed at home, did my holiday homeworks, played "MapleStory"... ...
That's bout it....

Before i sign off here,
I gonna start a countdown,
a countdown of wad?
Basically the countdown starts today, and at the end of the countdown, i'm gonna announce something that might hurt someone's feelings....

Countdown to annoucement : 30days...

Got my progress report today...

2010-03-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

Got back my progress reort today....
Passed all my subjects...Luckily...
Phew... I thought i gonna fail for my History or Higher Chinese...
Well for those inmy class and failed any subjects, jiayous to term 2..
If need help in science u can come to look for me... u can ask me anything in the vast space of the Universe, from the smallest of Atoms to the gigantic SuperNova to the entire Universe....
This may sound like i'm showing off but i'm not, hope u guys understand....

Gonna have my History exam after the holidays, have to study harder liao....
May God Bless Me!!!!

Emo again

2010-03-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

I'm emo. again since recess till after school......

Followed Sihui to JP(Jurong Point) again like every thursday afternoon, with RenRong, Priya, Randy, FangTing and some of Sihui's primary school friends...
Its was a great afternoon, excluding the part when Sihui's primary school friends were like DAMN FREAKING IMMATURE & IRRITAING!!!!

To make things worst, i still haven't done my Literature project, suddenly i was unable to open the file....FUCK CRAP....
Dunno wad to tell my Lit. teacher, SHET, HATE E-LEARNING TO THE CORE!!!!
Preparing myself to get another scolding from my Lit. teacher again...
Why does my life have to be soo un-organised???
Why??
Why??

New Wallet!!

2010-03-09T11:17:00.001+08:00

Got myself a new Wallet!!!

My new wallet!!!

"Don't Stand Too Close"

I don't think my new wallet look girlish, but for some reasons my friends said that its girlish just becos of the pink poker-dots...WTH....Pink can also be rather cool leh....

HAHAHAs....you ppl might think the wallet don't look nice, but to me its extremely nice...

Why??

2010-03-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

Why?!
Why?!
Why?!

I hate myself...
I misused her trust...
I made her cry again...
Why do i have to do this??? Why?

I know there's nothing i could do to regain your trust...but still, I'm really sorry.
Sorry........

Sianzzzzzzzzz

2010-03-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo, wad'sup guys,
I'm feeling both bored and high at this moment as i type this post...
you ppl may think how in the hell i do that!!??
Basically, i'm feeling high cos i'm listening to songs of "LINKIN PARK" on Youtube..
While, i'm feeling bored cos ever since i SMSed Patricia "I Love You" last night, she haven't SMSed me at all today.... Saddening...

Won't be seeing Patricia for the next 3 days, cos she got sec2 camp... =(

Today, its Randy's b'day, still haven't got a present for him, dunno wad to give...Forget it heck care......

worst day ever!!!

2010-03-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

Shit man, today is my "worst" day ever,
Things that made my day soo bad....

1) My mom scolded Patricia on the phone last night,
2) Didn't really got the chance to explain to Patricia about '1)',
3) Accidentally spilled Milo on my school unifrom during recess,
4) Then, during lunch, when i was buying drink, the person that was infront of me bought Milo and he accidentally spilled it over my, luckily i was wearing PE attire, and it didn't have any stain onmy PE attire,
5) Got my Science test today, and first time feeling that something that concern Science is hard!!!,
6) Made one of my best friend cried today...

Really HATE myself!!!!
I Hate Myself!!!!!!

BORED

2010-03-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK, tomorrow is the 2nd science test,
although i act that i don't care bout it, but i'm really afraid someone in my secondary class would overtake me on my best subject, SCIENCE!!!
Wish that i would get my target of, A1 in the test or better-full marks
Full marks is nearly impossible, cos usually have careless mistake and teachers loves to penalise..
Careless mistake for me are always using word in the wrong term....
To make things worse, i left my science books in school, unable to study for the test!!!

AAAARRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!

Sorry

2010-03-03T17:43:00.000+08:00

I apologise for the post i posted previously,
I know its lame, imaginative, and childish...
Sooo sorry, cos i dunno wad to post,
Btw, i've added 1 more songs in my songs list...Hope u like it.. : )

Finally, i've called Patricia for the first time 2 days ago...
I was extremely nervous and my heart was like beating insanely, as i pick up the phone to dial her number...
She picked up the phone and said 'hello' with her sweet voice...
then, we started to talk, talking to her wasn't soo bad after all lol...
we talked for bout 30mins... although it was rather short, but kinda fun....
So, I decided to call her everyday unless she not free or i have to study for some crap tests...

Talking bout test, i nearly failed my history test, CRAPP!!!
Got only 26 for the test!!!
Reason why i got this kind of crap marks are :
1) Fell asleep while thinking of the answer for a question in the history test!!
2) Did not revise for this history test
3) to make things worse, there is 1 comparison question in the test!! HATE COMPARISON QUESTIONS

History, my WORST subject... AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!
Science and Design & Tect. , my favourite and also my best subjects.... YYYAAAYYY!!!!

BORED>>>FALLEN

2010-02-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

Sianz...nothing to do,
sometimes i really hate weekends,
always stay at home nothing to do.....
Wanna go out but its either friends busy or parents don't allow...WTH!!!
Rarely go out with friends during weekends, soo bored...
stay at home is like a slow death....
Its like falling into darkness........lol
SADDENING.......FALLEN DARKNESS.........
RISING HOLY BLESSINGS.........

I, Shihao, Master of the Darkness, swear to the Ministry of Holy traning... that i will protect the land of the Fallen Darkness forever till the rise of the next Master of the Darkness...

The Master of Darkness

: P

2010-02-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo!! People!!
I have installed a new gadget on my blog..
There are 20 songs u can choose from... hope u like it...
In case u can't find it, its on the left side of my blog, just above the chat box...
...................

Failure...

2010-02-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

I'm a failure in everything!!!
I HATE MYSELF !!!
Feel like crying as i type this post....
Really dunno what to post .

LOVE DON"T LIVE HERE ANYMORE...

Goddess of Feelings.... I'm unblessed...sad...cry...tears...

Truthful forever

2010-02-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

After thinking for awhile...
I don't think Patricia has a boyfriend, cus someone from her class told me she already broke up with her ex-boyfriend last year december....hope its true...
Finally had direct eye contact with Patricia again...
Its like been 1week +
Bored... she's busy nowadays with her homeworks...
But nvm, i understand...

I LOVE PATRICIA FOREVER<3
Please do not say that i'm too over reacting, i just dunno what to post so... well u know....

Goddess of Love, pls watch over Patricia...bless...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1TstgA-73Q&feature=related
Btw, ppl if ur stressed out or feeling emo pls go to the above link and listen to the song to cool down,
although the song is suppose to be a sad song....its japanese, song title : Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo

HATRAD

2010-02-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY MOTHER!!!!
Althought on a particullar day, i no homework also cannot use the com. for a while, WTF WTF!!!
I HATE HER!!!
Since i was K1, she wants me to memorise the multiplication of 1 to 12!!
She would test me on the multiplication, and for every question that i can't answer or anwer wrongly,
she would cane me.....I HATE HER!!
When i was Pri. 1, i lost one of my water-bottle( its a free gift from buying somthing),
she caned me like nobody's business....
Then, on P4, she slapped me on the face just because i forgot to memorise for my spelling on the next day.
On the same year, i stole about $25 from my mom,
then she scolded me that i'm worst then a dog( in chinese )!!!

I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER TO THE CORE!!!

God of Hatrad, pls tell me if this hatrad might last forever in my heart... ...

Feeling Down....

2010-02-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

My heart has finally fallen into darkness,
heard ppl saying that Patricia actually already have a boyfriend,
i hope that it wasn't true but my 'sixth sense' tells me that that's what ppl say is true...
But IF she really already have a boyfriend, i won't mind,
cus if she's happy with her boyfriend, i'll wish her a good relationship...

FEEL QUITE HEARTBROKEN

Goddess of Love, pls pls bless Patricia on her love realationship... ...

Tired...Bored...Sianzz...

2010-02-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

Just recovered from a fever last night...
Soo bored....MapleStory still level 32.....soo noob
Tomorrow having a learning journey to Chinatown.....soo lame,
but at least better than nothing.....
Soo bored, dunno wad i can do....
Wish that tomorrow learning journey would not be as boring as i thought....
Btw, ppl pls stop asking why i always end my posts with God/Goddess of ......
I just added it to make the post look nicer.....LOL.

God of the Future, pls tell me that the learning journey would not be boring....

Feeling emo....

2010-02-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

Feeling emo again....
Today on the way back to my grandma's house,
I saw Patricia across the street with her friend, i think she was on the way home from her Swiss Winds training, but i didn't call out to her....
Just as i was about to continue my walk back to my grandma's house,
I met up with my class form-teacher, Mr Surodeep,
i was surprised to see him as i was not expecting to see him,
so we walked together as he lives at the same block as my grandma....
As we were walking, Mr Deep saw 3 of his students,
one of them was my classmate, Randy....
Then I finally reached home....

Last night Patricia sms-ed me and told me that Swiss Wind has a performance at S'pore Poly. convention centre...
I wanted to go but i know my parents won't allow although the ticket was only $15...
Sadded....
So, i can only give support Patricia from my heart...

Goddess of Love, please tell me what i should do.... :'(

NPCC SUX!!!

2010-02-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

NPCC SUX!!!
I lent my Pilot G2 pen to one of the 'sir', after the CCA, i went to him to get my pen,
then, he said he gave it to Yong Yi(Head of School Councellors),
Yong Yi then said he lost it... ...
Wad kind of crap is that!!!
NPCC seniors of my school have no sense of responsibility...

THEY SUX TO THE THE CORE... EPIC FAILURE...

God of Responsibility, please teach them a lesson of responsibilty....

Music Test---Solo singing

2010-02-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

Music Test coming soon!!! Its for everyone to sing solo a song that we chose ourselves....
Dunno wad song to choose!!!
I got some songs in mind but dunno which to choose...
My selected songs are :

~~Home-Michael Buble~~
New Divide-Linkin Park
~~Boulevard of Broken Dreams-Green Day~~
~~21 Guns-Green Day~~
~~Love Story-Taylor Swift~~
I'm Yours-Jason Mraz

Goddess of Music please tell me what to do... ...

Relation Ranking-(Friends)

2010-02-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today i'm gonna talk bout my friends' ranking relationshio with me!!! : )
Lets start with girls first...(highest ranking to lowest)

My Crush : Patricia
Best friends : RenRong, Sihui
Trusted freiend : Priya
Close friends : -NIL-
Not so close friends : alot can't list it out, mostly primary sch friend...

Now, boys!!! Woot!!!....

Best friends : Hanwei, Randy, Clarence
Trusted friends : Kenneth Lim, Mark, Yue Yang
Close friends : alot can't list it out
Not so close friends : -NIL-

Those names not mentioned please don't be jealous, cus i kinda lazy to type...hope u guys understand
Thanks : )

Over worried~~

2010-02-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

Finally, Patricia replied my SMSs,
it turned out that she actually left her mobile at her grandparents house,
that why she was unable to reply my SMSs,
not that she was angry so did not reply the SMSs....
Phew, feel soo much relaxed after knowing the truth...
I think my love sick is starting to disapper together with my worry...

But still have to wait till wednesday before seeing her again : (
Goddess of Love, please bless me and my love toward Patricia will go on smoothly.

I LOVE YOU PATRICIA!!!

Finally its Valentine's Day...

2010-02-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

Finally, Valentine's Day have arrived.
I have not talk, sms, msn, see, talk or communicate with Patricia for nearly 72 hours..
Wonder if she's still angry with me..
Feel so lonely and blue not seeing her for such long period of time already..
I think this is what ppl mean by having a love sick...

Have to wait for 2 more days before seeing her again,
I wish to see Patricia very much, but don't feel like facing her.
Goddess of Love, is it normal to feel like this or...........................

1st day of Chinese New Year

2010-02-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

The Chinese New Year comes again,
like always children gets 'angpao' red packet...
For some reason, I don't feel any happiness during the celebration,
my family started playing Blackjack,
I did not join them, i usually would join them but not this time....
Although i usually would win bout $3-5...
I just feel like somethings missing, something that i would have every CNY,
can't figure out what was it....
Bored...
Now, i need some blessing from the God of Happiness...

Feeling better.....

2010-02-13T08:03:00.000+08:00

Feeling much better now, cus its the eve of CNY.
This is not the only reason that i'm feeling better after what happened yesterday,
Last night, Patricia thank me for the Valentine's Day present via sms,
at least she accepted my present.....and she also said that she like the present.
Also, she said that she's angry with me for being so sudden,
well i can understand, cus i didn't tell her earlier bout me giving her a present.
Phew, i thought she's gonna be angry with me for the next few weeks....

Thank you, Goddess of Love for giving me the opportunity to give her a present.

Rejected Love~~~

2010-02-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

Today is one of my most worst day ever,
I finally gave my crush the Valentine's Day present.
She smiled at me and 'snatch' the present away...
At first i thought it was a good sign that she smiled at me and my friend also agreed with me.
But then some idiot from my class when to ask her if she like my present,
just as i least expected, she hated me and my classmate, Marcus, for ruining her day...
I've no idea why but i really wanna know the reason!!!
Anyways, i would not sms her for these day,
i case she gets angry at me, i gonna let her chill for couple of days....

Valentine's Day present...

2010-02-11T18:07:00.000+08:00

Finally bought the Valentine's present for Patricia.
Basically its a white coloured teddy bear, hugging a heart, with 'I LOVE YOU' written on it.
Some my friends actually suggested me to hug her then give her kiss, but i think its too sudden,
and there's soo many ppl in school, the teachers, her friends, and my friends...

Now i can only keep my fingers cross that she would accept my Valentine's present,
so, Goddess of Love, please bless me that she would accept my first gift for her...
And everything can go on successfully and smoothly tomorrow, cuz i gonna give her the present tomorrow....
I LOVE YOU, Patricia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

Love Sick....

2010-02-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

I'm having love sick!!! Didn't get to see her (Patricia).
Saw her back view during morning assembly, but didn't do a 'high 5' with her like every other morning,
she also didn't notice me i think.
Planning to give her a Valentine's Day present, but haven't thought of wad to buy..
Friends ask me to give her hug, but i think its too sudden and there's her friends, my friends and teachers in the hall during assembly.
Am i very coward??
Am i?
Dunno wad to do??!! Goddess of Love please tell me wad i should do?
................

History test

2010-02-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today had my history,
soooo damn F**KING hard!!!!!
But luckily i revised for it, but unfornutaely i forgot some of the things.... LOL { '_' }
Sian... nothing to do. gonna have second part of the test on wednesday. :' (

For some reasons the girl i had a crush on, my love to her is starting to fade away.
Dunno wad's the reason,
maybe the age difference,
maybe its not a true love,
what so-ever, now just wish that my love to her can last at least to the end of 2010.
Goddess of Love pls bless me on it.

Had a crush on someone.....

2010-02-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

Its like only the 2nd month of sec school, i already have a crush on a senior, dunno wad to do... I'm to coward to tell her that i have a crush on her, wad should i do?
Goddess of Love, please tell mew wad should i do??
Her name is Patricia Ang. Sec 2, class 2E1........
A picture of her:

Very chio(pretty) right?
Sianz dunno wad to do.... i going crazy
...