1st day of Chinese New Year

The Chinese New Year comes again,
like always children gets 'angpao' red packet...
For some reason, I don't feel any happiness during the celebration,
my family started playing Blackjack,
I did not join them, i usually would join them but not this time....
Although i usually would win bout $3-5...
I just feel like somethings missing, something that i would have every CNY,
can't figure out what was it....
Bored...
Now, i need some blessing from the God of Happiness...